Everyone has strengths and weaknesses no matter how you see yourself. You trip out and you just keep searching for an understanding of this world. The type of enlightenment you just don’t find in family or school; you have to open yourself up to it. I now have a profound impact in my life from my yesterday’s experience. Which opened my eyes wide to a whole new worldly enlightenment a glow that you can’t see without change within yourself.

Yesterday I died and came back like the ice you put into your drink to make it cold. Both pale, cold to the touch, and completely drained of energy. My eyes half almost consumed in black. I could not really walk straight and felt so numb to anything i would touch, and the food like rubber.

I would tell you what all happened to me but you would never believe me. I did not even know anything until it was completely told to me by my fiance/husband @danbaby.

I was super shocked when he told me all about it; but I felt a change both within and about myself. Not the bad change either but the good one that is only known by those who have been through it.